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Just an ordinary woman who is struggling with life and study. Nothing much interesting. zufiaz87@gmail.com

Monday, 23 February 2015

Weekend gateaway to Peak District

Our first idea was cycling, but at the time we arrived it started to snow, then we decided to just walk and embraced the beautiful scenery.. Lets have a look... 

A part of Peak District marvellous view!!

I always love the idea of taking a reflection photos. And this is how it end up with... 

And as usual, there were a lot of sheeps eventhough it steep..😝

A forest trek that we went through.🚢🚢🌲

And the funny thing is there's a post box in the middle of the jungle!! 😝😝😝

Me, behind the scene.. Thank you to miss paparazzi, hidayah @ didi!! πŸ™ŠπŸ™Š

Really having a good day, that day! Alhamdulillah ❤️❤️❤️

From Birm, with Love, 

Thursday, 19 February 2015

Moments to remember

Less than a year I will leave this place. 

The place that I used to call home.....

Birmingham, United Kingdom.....

Let's just embrace the beautiful sceneries......

University of Birmingham, in sunny day!

Birmingham's canal..the main transportation in the past..

Birmingham canalside walk...connected with Birmingham canal, through University of Birmingham 
etc., etc... :p

Sorry dear, I appreciated nature more than I appreciate you...

From Birm with Love,

Friday, 13 February 2015

Love for a thousand years.

Saja buat entry jiwang..

To you....

"I decided to love you in silence, because in silence I don't find any rejection. And in silence no one owns you, ONLY ME..."

"Allah semoga Kau jaga hatiku..tabahkan hatiku..ikhlaskan hatiku bila Kau tarik dia dariku..Allahuma Ameen..."

From Birm, with Love, <3 p="">

Tuesday, 10 February 2015

Inspirations. Study, and searching for Jannah :)

Looking for some inspiration, energy booster and driving force...

When people said, you must have a supporting system for your PhD journey, but me, I am searching for new own interest and hobby to keep me happy!

This journey is ain't easy...

Sometimes it drive me crazy.

mmm...unlike MSc, PhD make me appreciated my life more, and have a true faith and hopes towards Him..

There will always a reason when things happen. And sometimes me either can't understand what He's trying to do, but I believe that He will always give the best for me..InsyaAllah...

As a energy booster through my entire PhD journey, I always asked Him to grant me happiness, either through family or friends. And He always did! Alhamdulillah..

Honestly, as a human I can feel the void in my heart when I, at this age, doesn't have anyone special. That's why I always asked Him to give me some happiness. And I don't really mind if it comes from family, friends or special one.

Yes, its true that sometimes I felt down, upset, depress and stress, but I always remind my self that whatever I do, I do it for Allah!! AND I NEED TO DO IT FOR ALLAH!!!

Seriously, I am looking for some sincerity! Sincere to study, sincere to gain small part of His knowledges, whilst the biggest concern is to search for Jannah(Heaven)!!

Everyday, I need to remind myself about this, I NEED TO BE MORE SINCERE, IN ORDER TO GAIN JANNAH!! (kata nak masuk Syurga kan?? :) Ahli Syurga kena banyak berjihad ye Sufiah!!)

(Senyumm...bila terbayangkan indahnya Syurga..tapi layakkah diri ini??))

Last but not least.....
Everything I do, I'll do it for You, Allah!!..
Bi iznillah....

From Birm, with love,

Friday, 6 February 2015

Panic stateπŸ˜ͺπŸ˜ͺ

This year, I will be 28. And honestly, its not really cool! I mean, most of my friends are already married, even they atleast have a kid.

Am now approaching a panic state!! 😱😱

But, who am I to challenge His power and His will right??  

Just a dua' shall I focus on.. A pray that He will give me the best, make it easy, and bless me with whatever His plan.. 

O Allah! Please grant me the one

Who will be the garment for my soul

Who will satisfy half of my deen

And in doing so make me whole

Make him righteous and on your path

In all he’ll do and say

And sprinkle water on me at Fajr (Early Morning Prayer)

Reminding me to pray

May he earn from halal sources

And spend within his means

May he seek Allah’s guidance always

To fulfill all his dreams

May he always refer to Qur’an

and the Sunnah as his moral guide

May he thank and appreciate Allah

For the woman at his side

May he be conscious of his anger

And often fast and pray

Be charitable and sensitive

In every possible way

May he honor and protect me

And guide me in this life

And please Allah! Make me worthy

to be his loving wife

And finally, O Allah!

Make him abundant in love and laughter

In taqwa and sincerity

In striving for the hereafter!

Ameen ya Rabbal'alamin.... 

From Birm, with Love,