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Wednesday 24 August 2011

lecturer vs cikgu

firstly, i would like to apologize kpd sesape yang tersinggah blog ni, dan dia bernama guru...bukan niat nak comparekan scope keje kite, tp tiba2 terasa terpanggil tuk compare kan keje as lecturer and teacher sebab ada sesetengah cikgu yang suka nak comparekan keje ngan kami ni..huhuhu

ok mari kita lihat balik:

KES 1:

cikgu: best la korang lecturer setahun dapat cuti rehat 25 hari..kami ni, tak de cuti rehat pun...kalau nak cuti, kena mintak cuti ihsan..huhu...

sy: alhamdulillah kami ada cuti, 25 hari je setahun...25 hari je ok...

cikgu: ye la, ok la tu...daripada kami yang tak de cuti langsung...dahla weekend pun kena keje...

sy: mmm...bila cuti sek, korang cuti gak kan?ade gak cuti tu,..ok la tu...

cikgu: alah, korg time student cuti sem, korang cuti gak kan?lebih kurang la tu...

sy: OMG!!!korang xtau ke, adui...lecturer ni, time student ade, kita keje, time dorang xde pun kita keje...kami ni consider cam office gak la..keje time office...so, cuti kami hanya 25 hari tu je la...

cikgu: oooo..yeke??heee...tp still...weekend korg xyah keje, kami ni ada Ko-ko la, tu la, ni la....

sy: one more thing i nk highlight kat sini...kami ni, weekend2 pun keje gak ok..nak2 u baru mcm saya ni...lagi la byk benda nk kejar, terpakse keje time weekend gak...

cikgu: (*Terdiam...mungkin berfikir)


KES 2:

cikgu: penat nye mengajar...dah la P&P semua kena guna duit sendiri..pastu, beli hadiah student lagi...sume duit sendiri...

sy: biasa la tu, semua keje ada susah, ada senangnya...

cikgu: alah, kamu tu lecturer, gaji banyak dah..xyah nak belikan hadiah student, stationary sume office provide...

sy: gaji kita sama je kot...tapi normal la, kami kan ada master, so gaji lebih la sikit...

cikgu: kalau cikgu ada master, gaji sama mcm lepas degree gak..huhu

sy: ye la, sebab awak apply tuk jd cikgu, KPLI or DPLI..tu kan tuk orang yang abes degree..so rate dia cam degree la...

cikgu: tapi still, klu apply after master pun, tunggu bertahun2 kot nak naik pangkat semua...korang x, terus je gaji naik..

sy: ye la, dh nama pun lecturer kot..lgpn mana ada lagi org y after degree jd tutor ni..sy je slh sorg y terlepas (alhamdulillah), mcm one of the chosen la...heee

cikgu:: tu la...u all, study kena support lagi...pastu dpt naik gaji...

sy: ya Allah, ni semua rezeki la...tp awak rasa study ni senang ke??

cikgu: ok la, sy lagi rela study drp keje kot..keje penat...huhuhu

sy: ok, klu saya kn, time degree, mmg sgt seronok..tp klu awak amik master or PHD, mmg akan rasa huru hara la hidup awak...sentiasa berendam ngn airmata...nak2 kalau sorg2, lagi la...byk cabarannya...

cikgu: ye ke?xcaya la...sy tgk, kwn2 sy y smbg master, PHD sume gembira je...

sy: org y matang xkan tunjukkan perasaan sengsara dia secara terang-terangan ok...kami ni, klu awak nampak gembira, mungkin time tu je gembira...abes time tu, masuk mood sengsara balik...

cikgu: alah, mungkin time management awak tu y bermasalah...

sy: (*hai, cube kau amik master, PHD, pastu cite kat aku ape perasaan ko)..mungkin...tp klu kebanyak student postgrad rasa cmni, time management ke tu...awak tau x, klu jd postgrad, nk wat asgnmt pn kena cri the latest journal, bkn bley simply refer pd buku..lain..sgt lain..time undergrad n postgrad...sgt jauh bezanya...

mmm...n kenapa awak merungut ngn keje?kami pun penat gak...ajar student gak...

cikgu: alah, korang ajar je pape2 y korg rase nk ajar..student paham ke x, lain cite...kn??(sme macam lecturer2 dulu)

sy: excuse me, awak tau x, zmn dh berubah, manusia pun berubah...awak tau x, student u skrg ni, dh kena guide, wat pape2 sume kena ade guide...even kita x ajar, swoh dorg wat activity pn kita still kena ada..ok...

cikgu: alah, tp still, xde la susah cm nk ajar budak2 kecik yang kdg2 nakal, kdg2 langsung xtau pape..susah!!!huh!!

sy: atleast korg dh de syllabus semua..boley refer pada buku text, ok la tu..

cikgu: hai, korg x kn xde kot??

sy: mestila ada,...tp kami sendri la y wat, reka, pening berfikir...cari buku tu, bukak buku ni...every sem kena wat lecture note...penat gak tu..bkn bley simply copy n paste je...dorg teenager-adult kot, so kena la sesuai ngn pemikiran dorg...

cikgu: alah, dh name pun lecturer, kena la keje lebih skt kot....

sy: see...awak pun tau, kami keje gak...sama mcm korg...so, kenapa mesti nk compare2 lagi??

cikgu: (*terdiammmm)

sy: lagi satu, kami ni, klu dh nama lecturer, pembelajaran bukan berhenti setakat PHD, after that, still kena wat research tu, ni,...bukak buku tu, ni...cri journal tu, ni...huhuhu..penat gak la, n banyak kena lakukan pengorbanan...other than that, still gak kena consider human welfare, kena sumbangkan sesuatu tuk masyarakat..bukan setakat mengajar..byk lagi scope2 lain ok, y org lain lepas pandang....



so, kesimpulan...sy rasa semua keje, ada susah, ada senangnya...kalau nak senang je, dok umah je la..tu pun, xberasapla dapur kita gamaknya....heeehehhe....tp walau bagaimanapun, cikgu ke lecturer ke, masing-masing menyumbangkan sesuatu untuk anak bangsa kita...btl kn??weee!!!(^___^)Y


p/s: dikesempatan ni, sy nk ucapkan terima kasih kepada semua guru-guru sy kt Tadika Kemas Parit Keroma, SK. LKTP Kledang, SK Sultan Abu Bakar (1), SMKA Maahad Muar, dan Kolej Matrikulasi Perak yang dah berusaha mendidik 'budak comot' ni sehingga berada di tahap sekarang...maceh cikgu!!!




Tuesday 23 August 2011

3 days to go!!!

yeah!!it's already 23rd August...

3 days to go to come back to my hometown!!

really excited....

its feel like 1000 years living here..huhuhuhu....



Tuesday 16 August 2011

SHE...



she's the one...

who started this feeling....

she's the one....

who make me feel like this...

she's the one....

who always want to compete with me...

she's the one....

and the only friend that i want to release from my heart...sorry...

no more friendship...

don't pretend that you really miss me, but on the other hand, you keep comparing both of us....

she used to be my closer friend...

she....

all the best to her..in whatever she does, and wherever she goes....

and thanks for becoming my friend...eventhough you not really appreciate our friendship....


marry me...please....


they keep asking me....'when will you get marry??'

for some reason, I think, that is the funniest question they 'tend' to ask??isn't it??

who will I marry to if I do have no one??

if marry is as simple as a, b, c or 1, 2, 3...i'm not scare to say or even shout, 'marry me now!!!!please.....' to all my 'crush'...hahaha...(*ramainye!!!)

the only thing that i can do right now is hoping, waiting and searching....and the MOST EFFECTIVE way is to PRAY...

personally, deep inside my heart, i still can feel that emptiness....without anyone to love...but, what can i do??

just...don't pressurize me with that kind of question again, ok!!!

so, right now, if they still ask me about this thing, the best answer that i can give is...'next year'...ok, just wait and see...is it possible??

numbness


living alone....

seeking no one...

looking transparently...

walking pathless...

zero feeling...

that's me...with numbness feeling.....huhuhu.....

Saturday 6 August 2011

pisang goreng panas!!pisang goreng panas!!

setelah a year tinggalkan UMK (for my master degree), kini i kembali bekerja....

disebabkan diri ni, kelihatan seperti senior (nak ngaku pn segan, ye la sebab dorang sume lagi tua, excpt ain yg sebaya, walaupun hakikatnya no pekerja i lagi awal daripada diorang), jd diri ni seperti pisang goreng panas!!!

semua keje macam x segan silu nak datang...adui....semua orang nk bagi nama i...even dlm meeting pn, name i y selalu naik...eh, rasenye kan ada staff baru yang lain....huhuhu....

bila dibebani pelbagai keje ni, perasaan semakin berkobar-kobar nak further study!!tapi takut lak...takut salah pilih...macam mane ni??hukhukhuk...

xpe la, berserah je...sesungguhnya Allah sentiasa bersamamu OP!!ingat tu!!